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A Thank You to Our January Contributors

 January has come to an end and we'd like to say thank you to our wonderful contributors! We are so, so glad that you chose Oatleaf to showcase your work. ... We are grateful to: Laura Ward | Freedom of the Fall Lei Andi | Share Wildwood Writer | By the First of October E. L. Amos | Love Drunk Rue | The Cost of Perfection ... We appreciate the work you put out into the world!

The Cost of Perfection by Rue

... All I ever wanted was her love and affection. Her time. I rarely ever got that. What did I get instead? Costly gifts and things I never needed. Did I ask for them? No. Did I feel happy about her spending so much money on me? No. So why the hell does she keep buying me these expensive things? She never gave me what I actually needed, What I asked her for. These costly things are useless. Just for decoration. Just to look pretty. But who cares about being pretty When you're barely holding it together, Trying to get good grades, Trying to be the perfect daughter— The perfect everything. Just for my parents. Just for them. ... Just a teenager writing poems based on real-life scenarios.

Love Drunk by E. L. Amos

... You were like a Gin and Tonic: sickly bitter and tartly sweet. Your jokes were lame but your confidence compensated. There was something about you— A careless effort that was easy to drink. So much so, I was drunk on you. ... E. L. Amos is an emerging poet based in the East of England, where she lives with her two cats, Monty and Rasmus. She has earned the 21st Century Emily Dickinson Award for her poetry and also writes short stories and screenplays. Her works can be found on her Instagram. @elamospoetry | Instagram

By the First of October by Wildwood Writer

... By the first of October, the world wraps itself in worn, tired skin, crisp leaves swirling like lost thoughts, each gust a reminder of what slips away— the sun bows out early, hiding its face behind clouds, while pumpkins, ripe with rot, scatter across the cracked sidewalks like quiet, buried confessions. My frail body— a moth-eaten tapestry of scars— embraces the chill, sipping spiced cider that warms the hollow of my throat, as I gather strength like fallen leaves, crunching beneath the weight of memories. I unearth my brittle bones, gentle as a nurse with a patient heart, and there’s a softness in the air, the smell of damp earth, a promise of rebirth in the rustle of dying grass, stitching the fibers of my resolve. Each day a small victory, the sun filtering through branches like a hand reaching down, and I rise— not as a ghost of what was, but as the first tender sprouts, breaking through winter’s grip, rooting deep, stronger, saying yes to the vibrant scarlet dawn of a life y...

Share by Lei Andi

... Your secrets are a mass of apparition rushing away from second-thought obstacles. No apple bitten, no knowledge consumed in solitude. All must spill, all must be shared. Heartbeats link, too fast for the machine to read. Our lies make love in the darkest midnight. Our fantasies collide and explode desires. ... Lei Andi is a poetess from Capiz, Philippines who finds healing and love by writing poetry. Her works are mostly about finding the self, edgy and breathtaking confrontations with suppressed memories, and the construction of abstract explanations of the unconscious. She shares her work mostly on her social media pages. She enjoys laid-back days, walking her dog, and sharing cups of coffee with her sister. @leileileiwrites | Instagram & Threads @leiandipoetry | TikTok

Freedom of the Fall by Laura Ward

... it was just a whisper at the seasons end words traveling on a gust some things you cannot mend once so soft and supple now hardened by the winds my heart must seek new waters this ice holds all our sins much too soon the penchant for sweetness melts away but still we hang on tightly to wither and fray it’s fear that we may break or even lose it all but what we cannot reckon is the freedom of the fall ... Laura Ward is a Licensed Marriage & Family Therapist with her Fellow in Thanatology, she works in hospice, providing grief counseling and as the Manager of Psychosocial Services. Laura is a voracious reader, dedicated seeker of knowledge, and someone who is deeply committed to her own personal growth. She is endlessly fascinated by humans, nature and the cosmos, weaving these interests as well as her own personal experiences, into poetry.  Laura, her wife, triplet teenagers, corgi and cat, reside in Upstate NY. @innerowlpoetry | Instagram